I think I've finally made it to a level of consciousness that I am comfortable having. I haven't had a true moment of depression for some months now. I'm sober. I'm still insanely fat, but it doesn't bother me because I've been eating better. I have a good plan for my future and I know the general direction I'm flowing in. I feel like I can handle any and all forks in the road and I'll burn whatever bridges I need to when I come to them. :)
But life is full of ups and downs. When it descends again, can I bring myself back up? We'll see. I won't quit blogging and I'm sure there are still many koans to come, but none so heavy as the last few months.
Hooray.
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